Wednesday, February 27, 2008

I'm feeling so dry What happened to the fire that once existed? It cant never be quench I say! But yeah,am I giving up? TILL THEN, FILL ME!

Sunday, February 24, 2008

i LEARNT SO MUCH FROM DIFFERRENT PEOPLE AND I thaNK God for every sIngLE one of you! I would explain when I have time!!As for now,I would run!!!!Sarah,this the one and only shot I have with you!You are a great soul i shall say...Im missing ya!

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

I'm in my missing mood right now! I miss JANieLLe so much!Jan,its been already two months! I miss MY dog GolDie I miss My Dad I miss Kelly(gosh I miss you so much and your jokes also) I miss Eunice I miss Caleb(yeah Caleb i forgive you for getting me in for tiger court) I miss Alvan I miss Shannon I miss Dawn I miss hanging out with the hyenas! I miss my second sis and my first also! I miss Alex being my faithful 'kuli' I miss talking to Lilian I miss talking to Joshua I miss Yoke Pei I miss Charlene I miss hear Zlwin self flatter himself I miss Sarah I miss Nana I miss Sara Tan also la Okay now I would start I’m actually really frustrated right now!I really hate it when some 'NOT SO SMART PEOPLE' comes up with some STUPID STATEMENT about ME!!Why don’t you interview me straight huh?You would get more INFORMATION then!AND YOU CAN MAKE MORE STATEMENTS AND ADD MORE SALT TO IT!YOU shouldn't have gone BEHIND MY BACK and say such unruly things!I really think it wasn't very considerate of you to do such a thing!Now,now I would make it clear,If you really want to know what happened don't HESITATE to ask me.Don't go around spreading trash that qualifies for the garbage yeah?Please for goodness sake if you don't know whats going on please SHUT UP!ya just SHUT UP!There are people out there LOOKING UP TO YOU!Stop your NONSENSE and start getting a life OKAY? Or wait,I assume you got NOTHING ELSE to do right?
Hello!I been busy and I wont be blogging for sometime!Yeah!I'm feeling so angry and frustrated with my life!Well some might not get what I mean!Sometimes I just wish to ask God why do I need to go through trials that will only make me feel sick and tired of life!I remember reading somewhere in the Bible that says"We rejoice in our sufferings because it produces endurance!How many times do I need to get hurt and become numb?Why did I be a "stupid fool" to go and keep in touch with you all along?Why did you put me in trouble when I needed your help so badly?!Well I don't know whats the answer but I'm seriously so fed up!I know life is discontenting but then again why me?!!!What have I done to you that you did this to me?!Whatever it is at the end of the day,I lose NOTHING!!!The world may neglect me but God is always there for me..I believe He knows who am I and what I'm going through right now!But to you over there,I had enough of shedding my tears for you!If you try bringing me down again... know what?I'm wont give up easily even though I really feel like doing so but I rather stay strong and have faith!I would pray and I know things will be alright!I would PERSEVERE!PICK UP MY PIECES AND START MOVING AGAIN! for yOU OvER THERE THIS IS FOR YOU yEAH! Get out right now It's the end of you and me It's too late and I can't wait for you to be gone Cause I know, about you And I wonder why How could this happen to me I said that I would treat you right But you was just a waste of time I wanted you right here with me I want to ask you many things My heart is breaking when I ask you to leave But how could you be so cold by doing that to me No more tears will fall from my eyes... pRoverbs 18:24 A man has many friends for companionship,but there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother! LILIAN,LYNNETTE,SIOE FEI,CYNTHIA,YOKE PEI,EUNICE,JOSHUA,GRACE,JOYCE,JANIELLE,ALEX,SARAH PANG,SARAH TAN AND ZLWIN THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ENCOURAGING ME!! tIll then,I would consider it pure joy even though I'm hurting so much within me! remember this?

Saturday, February 16, 2008

-IM BACK WITH MY MISSING MOOD- OHHH I WOULD BLOG ABOUT THAT SOME OTHER TIME!!! iM so TiRED! OKIE DO YOUR JOB AND MISS MY NOIsy ya? -bISinGaL-

Monday, February 11, 2008

Just dont spoil my mood anymore ya?Its already bad enough!

HIgH

When I got emo this song kept playing in my mind.......... When you're close to tears remember Some day it'll all be over One day 'we're gonna get so high And though it's darker than December What's ahead is a different colour One day 'we're gonna get so high And at The end of the day We'll remember the days We were close to the edge And we'll wonder how we made it through And at The end of the day We'll remember the way We stayed so close to till the end We'll remember it was me and you 'Cause we are gonna be forever you and me You'll always keep me flying high in the sky of love Don't you think it's time you started Doing what we always wanted One day 'we're gonna get so high 'Cause even the impossible is easy When we got each other One day 'we're gonna get so high And at The end of the day We'll remember the days We were close to the edge And we'll wonder how we made it through And at The end of the day We'll remember the way We stayed so close to till the end We'll remember it was me and you 'Cause we are gonna be forever you and me You will always keep me flying high in the sky of love High, high, high, high...