-st0p slackIng and Start Getting Back On tRACK

Know what?I been slacking so much in my devotion!I say enough of the slacking because its time to get back on track?!Easy to say right?I been trying really hard to concentrate and to get back again on my spiritual walk...Before this,I promised myself to read the Bible before I sleep but by the end of the day I would go never mind...just read and memorize a short memory verse and say a little prayer and go straight to bed like a piggie...The next morning I would go like ermmm !!this,ermmm what I read yesterday arr??Early this year I started reading the Bible and to my surprise I started loving it alot!Sooner or later I became very fired for Him...And now I feel extremely dry!Where is the fire that once existed?Somehow it seems quenched!If I was given a scale of 1-10 where do I see myself at?Okie maybe at 5...What happen to the other 5 huh?Maybe along the way I been distracted or caught up by other things and then laziness does is one major BIG TIME issue for me!And know what sometimes I don't even know if I am lazy or tired...And to make the situation better sin would slowly come creeping in little by little...Gy camp is a month more,I cant continue to be like this..I really need a touch I don't want to miss out anymore!Its time I get down my knees and start praying for a revival!I remember reading a verse in John 15:16 it says You did not choose me, but I choose you and appointed you to go and bear fruits—fruits that will last. Then the Father will give you whatever you ask in my name.After reading that verse I started thinking about bearing fruits huh?Am I even bearing fruits?Or am I just sitting back and relaxing?And have I put in effort and do what He command me to?Well to tell you the truth I haven't done anything!And why is that so?Okie maybe I'm shy or something but then again how long would I be like this?Suddenly this thinking came to my mind,if I was to die today and met my Father and he ask me all this what is my answer gonna be?FOR 15 YEARS YOU HAVE BEEN IN THE WORLD WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?WHAT HAVE YOU GAIN?HOW MANY FRUITS HAVE YOU PLANTED?HAVE YOU BEEN THE LIGHT AND SALT OF THE EARTH?OR ARE YOU ONE OF THOSE WHO KNOWS WHAT I COMMAND YOU TO DO YET DO NOTHING?Well,I'm sure I cant do anything but go ermmm,errr,grrr,urmm and the list goes on and on!By that time I cant lie or cover up because He knows really well all my thoughts...So about that I rather perish my thoughts...I gotta be responsible to answer for myself!I have to start bearing fruits!Well many of us are just so caught up in our daily lives that we tend to forget His existence in our lives?!Where do we put Him?We can go around talking about the latest ipod we bought,the shopping mall we went to and also the bag we bought in Roxy and wherever?Some of us are just so relax in our comfort zone that we don't think we need anything else!Some of us got the guts to say My father got money why I care?Why you care?Because that's your dads money and you got to earn for it!And let me tell you wealth is only for awhile!Don't believe? Continue to go around boasting about this and that!I don't get some people from where did they get the thought that if they have money they have everything?!Just be thankful you are privileged in life!Don't take it for granted!And ya...as we forget it how are you gonna bear fruits?How are you gonna answer your Father above?Don't worry you cant tell Him you got money and the most hottest hp in town because He wont bother!Lets get started and stop slacking!Lets forget and put away our wealth and everything else you got and start reaching others for Him!I get really scared when I think about my friends burning in hell!I don't want to let them go away just like that!I would try my level best to start helping others and start bearing fruits!Because no point I type and say all this if I myself don't do it!Then you can come up to me and ask me to save it for myself!!I gotta walk my talk and so do you!!tata!! John 15:16 You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you to go and bear fruits—fruits that will last. Then the Father will give you whatever you ask in my name. anyway I just like this verse alot Proverbs 15:15 go and read and stop slacking!!