where has my sis gone to??

i WiSh i CoULd RevERSE tIme! When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok I miss you!EnJoY OHIO aLright!? -A TRUE GEM YOU ARE AND I MISS YOU HEAPZ SISTA- ~CONTINUE TO SHINE FOR HIM AND ME OF COURSE!! I"LL GIVE YOU A BETTER POST NEXT TIME AS FOR NOW I GOT TO RUN!!!

hmmm

I gOT tAGGED bY kEllY dEAr! Instructions : Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. 1. At what age do you wish to marry? Hmmm 28??Yeah around there also!Before 35 for sure!So Mr if you"re reading propose me before 35 k? 2. If you have the chance, what would you probably say to your beloved one? If you"re smart enough to know I do love you muchiess!And not to worry,I'm equally smart to know you love me too!! 3. What do you fear most in life? Ermmm,NOT SURE!I guess it be RAPTURE! 4. What question did you remove and why? NONE 5. Where is the place that you want to go the most? Heaven?! 6. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be? I don't have to sit for SPM!Don't have to sit for Mathematics exams! 7. Do you believe you can survive without money? Live by faith you mean??Hmm I believe so but I wont survive!! 8. What are you afraid to lose the most? I'm not sure..so many things!? 9. If you win $1 million, what would you do? Shop till I drop?Go for a very very long vacation and pamper myself to the max! 10. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her? Nope!Never!!! 11. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you? Kelly:Kelly is an awesome friend..She is one in a million!She puts up with my nonsense every single time!She even sings on the phone when I get emo!!! 12. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half? Would you please be as noisy as me?!But opposite attracts right?Grrr 13. Are you ready for marriage? Why not or why yes? NOOO!!I enjoy being single and not available?Let me enjoy first alright and be proud of what I have! 14. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad? I dont know?I dont wish to judge any book by its surface?! 15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life? Having Jesus as my daddy! 16. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change? My bhb-ness and my noisiness??Add me being less bossy 17. Are you a shopaholic or not? Errr..ask Jian Quin or Alex that..they would be able to answer 18. 10 years down the road, who will you become? Hmmm..I don't know!!! 19. What is/are your trademark(s)? -bisingal- 20. What do you really want to do right now? Stop my flu and crash my bed to visit slumber land.. I tag:Nobody!!

oooHH bLoGGie dEAr,HoW yOU BEEN dOING WIThout me??iM smart enoUgh to know you been bOred!!Okay right now Im so freaking tired???!!!!the event is in two days time!I been waiting long enough for it but just hope I wont tumble then!!How has things been with me??Oh yeah,I got my nOkia 5300!!Thank You,Jesus!You took away something and blessed me with something greater?My test is Coming to an end!Would you join me in the rain for once?!I havent been blogging about real stuff!Ya Im not being RADICAL!its been about me,myself and I!I been drifting alot I been slacking!Get me back on track as this is a struggle for me!hELP ME GET FIRED UP Again and not stumble anymore!I been slacking but its been hard to come back on track!How I meed You so much to guide me!Teach me to stand up for whats right avoid getting tempted and to look at the bright side of things??There is so much more to it!Help me be more wise in my daily life and get me D.E.S.P.E.R.A.T.E. for You!It might be hard but I'm not gonna sit back and follow the flow any longer!I'm gonna stand up with my chin up and not have no regrets!

Yes you make me so happy!Arghhh sorry for letting out my anger on you!And you're still my favourite and my best bro!Thanks for waking me up from my slumber land and know what?I did learn alot from you over the past three months!Yesss thanks anyways for encouraging me ya and for always being there for me!!The bottom line is,you're awesome!

Ya know it well enough im such a blur case!Aiyooo,Gabriella Jane Kelios whats wrong with you now days huh!??You see,thats what my friends been telling me recently!Hehehe!But I hope my blurness doesn't drive any of you up the wall yeah??Anyway I'm here to blog about friends!Hehe!!I thank God that even though sometimes I find it SO hard to deal with my problems alone I can always turn to a bunch of amazing people who helped me through my ups and downs!So yeah this is for a bunch of amazing people! I would start with Janielle and Joyce Sometimes I just cant stop thanking God I found you both!I guess the "Adventure Camp" did bring us closer ya??And that was the first time I can actually starting talking really nicely with Joyce!As we were enemies before for no reason!!And I do regret for not knowing you before my dear Joycee!! Anyway,you did bring me out from my tortoise shell after hiding inside for a very very long time!Janielle you always been there advising me along with Joyce when I really wanted someone to listen to me!Thanks for all the lectures as I always did learn sometthing from the both of you!You both did colour my life!And ya,thanks for tolerating my nonesense!Joyce remember this "I smack you then you know?". Jian Quin No words can actually describe you!!You are one in the million I would say.Very very understanding, caring and trustworthy friend are you!My big sister in Klang I would always look up to!!The bottom line is,you"re amazing!!And ya,I just love hanging out with you!!When is our next hangout huh?! Lilian Tang Lilian my sayanggg!!!Hehe!Gosh its been around two months since I met you!But no matter how far we are we would always keep in touch through sms and msn yeah!Well,well that's not what I wanted to say of course!!Thanks for cheering me up when I was having a bad day and I did enjoy getting high with you so often! Cynthia I truly apologies for scolding you!And thanks for actually putting up with me all this while!Thanks also for helping me chill when I burst out in front of you!I think we've been thru lotsa ups and downs and it's been a pleasure knowing u.. !Love ya lotsa!! Sioe Fei One of the sweetest girl i ever known!Miss u sooo much sioe fei dear!You are as beautiful as your heart and a heart as beautiful as yours knows no bounds to loving and caring!By the way,I love your quotes so muchiee!! Zlwin Chew I only got to know you last year huh??Good thing I did!Thanks for encouraging me with scriptures!!You did help me grow alot indeed!I do look up to you my big bro!! Kelly Yap Aiyoo sayanggg!!!I just wish I wasnt emoing that day or else I'm sure we would have so much fun together!Oh well forgive me la k?Oh ya Kelly,I truly enjoy your company!I always loved you and there was never a time where i thought of you as any less.So sorry for dragging you shopping with me yeah?!And wait,I want to go swimming with you!!!! Sarah Tan And you would always be my big sister in Pj..You been so encouraging!I would always remember this words "If you need me to hear you out I can" Alex Thanks you so much for being my so faithful kuli!!I just love dragging you for shopping!!What would I do when you go for NS? Im so gonna miss you!! And of course to my best sis To my Grandparents: I m their pride n joy... To my parents: I m their PANADOL To my doggies: I m their HERO To my cousin, Marissa: I m her Partner in CRIME To my BELOVED sis, Gracie: I m your baby sis aka baby gangster. I kembang too much edi but i noe that i m nice, adorable n u enjoy my company rite :P hehehe V did uncountable nonsense tat drove ppl up the wall but v really feel gud bout it.this is for you alright

errmm

Are You Emo?

My Result: Pretty Darn Emo

You may not cry all the time, or insist on black nail polish, but you still aren't fooling anyone. Even if you try to keep your emo tendencies under control, your studded belt buckle is still showing, and we're pretty sure we saw you doodling black hearts the other day.

Go ahead and deny it all you want, but it's pretty obvious. You have a heart and a sensitive side, and you put them both to good use. Maybe you don't look on the bright side quite often enough, though. Try to embrace the good things in life a little more — you'll see that the glass is actually half full!

What are you?
http://web.tickle.com/jumpto?test=emoogt&c=50652

HELLO!!HEHEHE!!I'M IN A GOLLY MOOD NOW!YA I HOPE THE SAME FOR ALL OF YOU!KNOW SOMETHING IM SO CURIOUS ABOUT RAPTURE!I WONDER HOW WOULD THE WORLD BE THEN...WOULD IT BE REALLY THAT FREAKY AND DARK?ARE THOSE PEOPLE WHO WOULD BE LEFT BEIND GET TORMENTED!HOW WOULD THEY BE ABLE TO STAND FIRM ALL THE WAY??HMMM..WHAT IS RAPTURE AGAIN?IT IS A PREDICTED EVENT IN CERTAIN SYSTEM OF CHRISTIAN ESCHATOLOGY!!SO MANY THINGS BEEN GOING THROUGH MY MIND!ABOUT RAPTURE SOMEMORE!GOSH!!I'M GETTING SO FREAKED OUT!BUT ONE THING FOR SURE,I DON'T WANT TO BE LEFT BEHIND!UNTIL THIS DAY,IM STILL NOT READY TO READ THE BOOK OF REVELATION!YES,I KNOW ITS PRETTY DEEP ALSO!BUT IM WONDERING WHY DO WE NEED TO HAVE RAPTURE!AND THE ANTI CHRIST IS ALREADY HERE RIGHT?MORE SIGNALS PLEASE?AND WHATS WITH 666? SIX SIGNS GIVEN BY JESUS TO INDICATE HIS COMING AND THE END OF THE AGE... 1-FALSE PROPHETS AND CHRISTS-Matthew 24:5 2-WARS-Matthew 24:6 3-FAMINES-Matthew 24:7 4-EARTHQUAKES-Matthew 24:7 5-TRIBULATIONS-Matthew 24:8-9 6-THE GOSPEL WILL BE PREACHED THROUGHOUT THE WORLD-Matthew 24:14 NOW NOW...CHECK THIS OUT: 2008-MAR-21: After a lengthy calculation based on the Bible, a British group, The Lord's Witnesses, has concluded that the start of Armageddon will happen on this day. Three quarters of the world's population will die during the subsequent war. This will be preceded by the United Nations taking over complete control of the world in the lunar month preceding 2001-APR-24. This is exactly 666 Hebrew months after the founding of the United Nations in 1945. 3 2008-APR-6: Philip B. Brown incorrectly predicted that the Great Tribulation would start on 2001-APR-7, with the appearance of the the two witnesses described in Revelation. He also predicted that the start of Jesus' millennial reign would be on 2008-APR-6. 4 2008: Ronald Weinland believes that he "... has been send by God as His end-time prophet." Weinland predicts the demise of the United States in the near future, followed by the start of "man's final war" in 2008. He has published a book titled: "2008: God's Final Witness." A free copy can be obtained at: http://the-end.com/ 2008: Billy Hargie predicts the assassination of the next president of the U.S. by a southern activist. This will cause riots which will require the U.S. army to be recalled from Iraq. Iran will then be overrun by Iran. A nuclear world war will start. The environment will rapidly degenerate. The Mayan prediction for 2012 will come true. 97% of all known species will become extinct. Scattered pockets of humans will survive by living off the land. He describes this as the "Dawn of the Eighth Day." 2008?: Linda Newkirk reported that she received a revelation from Yahweh on 2007-NOV-17. She writes that a comet, 17/P Holmes, "... is a sign of the [second] coming of the Son of Man" -- Yeshua of Nazareth or Jesus Christ. The comet was discovered by Edwin Homes in 1892 and follows an inclined elliptical orbit between the planets Mars and Jupiter. It experienced a massive increase in brightness during the night of 2007-OCT-23-24 when it went from about a magnitude 17 to about 2.8 in just 42 hours. Linda's prophecy appears to have been another false alarm, because the comet has since faded from sight with no appearance of Yeshua. The comet is expected to return in 2014. 16,17 Luke 21:32 "TRULY I SAY TO YOU,THIS GENERATION WILL NOT PASS AWAY UNTIL ALL THIS THINGS TAKE PLACE. OH GREAT MARCH 21!SO YEAH,I WOULD CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY EARLIER THEN!RIGHTTT!!

I NEED A BREAK

I'm feeling so dry What happened to the fire that once existed? It cant never be quench I say! But yeah,am I giving up? TILL THEN, FILL ME!

i LEARNT SO MUCH FROM DIFFERRENT PEOPLE AND I thaNK God for every sIngLE one of you! I would explain when I have time!!As for now,I would run!!!!Sarah,this the one and only shot I have with you!You are a great soul i shall say...Im missing ya!

I'm in my missing mood right now! I miss JANieLLe so much!Jan,its been already two months! I miss MY dog GolDie I miss My Dad I miss Kelly(gosh I miss you so much and your jokes also) I miss Eunice I miss Caleb(yeah Caleb i forgive you for getting me in for tiger court) I miss Alvan I miss Shannon I miss Dawn I miss hanging out with the hyenas! I miss my second sis and my first also! I miss Alex being my faithful 'kuli' I miss talking to Lilian I miss talking to Joshua I miss Yoke Pei I miss Charlene I miss hear Zlwin self flatter himself I miss Sarah I miss Nana I miss Sara Tan also la Okay now I would start I’m actually really frustrated right now!I really hate it when some 'NOT SO SMART PEOPLE' comes up with some STUPID STATEMENT about ME!!Why don’t you interview me straight huh?You would get more INFORMATION then!AND YOU CAN MAKE MORE STATEMENTS AND ADD MORE SALT TO IT!YOU shouldn't have gone BEHIND MY BACK and say such unruly things!I really think it wasn't very considerate of you to do such a thing!Now,now I would make it clear,If you really want to know what happened don't HESITATE to ask me.Don't go around spreading trash that qualifies for the garbage yeah?Please for goodness sake if you don't know whats going on please SHUT UP!ya just SHUT UP!There are people out there LOOKING UP TO YOU!Stop your NONSENSE and start getting a life OKAY? Or wait,I assume you got NOTHING ELSE to do right?

Hello!I been busy and I wont be blogging for sometime!Yeah!I'm feeling so angry and frustrated with my life!Well some might not get what I mean!Sometimes I just wish to ask God why do I need to go through trials that will only make me feel sick and tired of life!I remember reading somewhere in the Bible that says"We rejoice in our sufferings because it produces endurance!How many times do I need to get hurt and become numb?Why did I be a "stupid fool" to go and keep in touch with you all along?Why did you put me in trouble when I needed your help so badly?!Well I don't know whats the answer but I'm seriously so fed up!I know life is discontenting but then again why me?!!!What have I done to you that you did this to me?!Whatever it is at the end of the day,I lose NOTHING!!!The world may neglect me but God is always there for me..I believe He knows who am I and what I'm going through right now!But to you over there,I had enough of shedding my tears for you!If you try bringing me down again... know what?I'm wont give up easily even though I really feel like doing so but I rather stay strong and have faith!I would pray and I know things will be alright!I would PERSEVERE!PICK UP MY PIECES AND START MOVING AGAIN! for yOU OvER THERE THIS IS FOR YOU yEAH! Get out right now It's the end of you and me It's too late and I can't wait for you to be gone Cause I know, about you And I wonder why How could this happen to me I said that I would treat you right But you was just a waste of time I wanted you right here with me I want to ask you many things My heart is breaking when I ask you to leave But how could you be so cold by doing that to me No more tears will fall from my eyes... pRoverbs 18:24 A man has many friends for companionship,but there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother! LILIAN,LYNNETTE,SIOE FEI,CYNTHIA,YOKE PEI,EUNICE,JOSHUA,GRACE,JOYCE,JANIELLE,ALEX,SARAH PANG,SARAH TAN AND ZLWIN THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ENCOURAGING ME!! tIll then,I would consider it pure joy even though I'm hurting so much within me! remember this?

-IM BACK WITH MY MISSING MOOD- OHHH I WOULD BLOG ABOUT THAT SOME OTHER TIME!!! iM so TiRED! OKIE DO YOUR JOB AND MISS MY NOIsy ya? -bISinGaL-

Just dont spoil my mood anymore ya?Its already bad enough!

HIgH

When I got emo this song kept playing in my mind.......... When you're close to tears remember Some day it'll all be over One day 'we're gonna get so high And though it's darker than December What's ahead is a different colour One day 'we're gonna get so high And at The end of the day We'll remember the days We were close to the edge And we'll wonder how we made it through And at The end of the day We'll remember the way We stayed so close to till the end We'll remember it was me and you 'Cause we are gonna be forever you and me You'll always keep me flying high in the sky of love Don't you think it's time you started Doing what we always wanted One day 'we're gonna get so high 'Cause even the impossible is easy When we got each other One day 'we're gonna get so high And at The end of the day We'll remember the days We were close to the edge And we'll wonder how we made it through And at The end of the day We'll remember the way We stayed so close to till the end We'll remember it was me and you 'Cause we are gonna be forever you and me You will always keep me flying high in the sky of love High, high, high, high...

bad day?bad week?

Hello everyone!!I had a really terrible devastating week!I lost my poor old nokia hand phone and the same day I lost alot of cash in school!!!How could that ever be?Can you imagine my poor mood that time?And the next day,as I was walking back after dance class I just had to fall on the roadside!And at that freaking point,I when like 'Gosh my week is already so bad how can all these things happen to poor little me??Back to where I was,with hot tears stinging my eyes I just continued walking and crying!Imagine me walking on the road crying?I couldn't stop asking God where did I go wrong,to go through this again!But I thank God,for an awesome bunch of friends who send me really encouraging sms through that period of time!I'm truly encouraged by all the effort they put in!I also thank God for my mum who took things calmly and did not yell much at me!And if she did,I don't know what would I do!Although I got grounded from few things I'm still glad that Im getting better now!To all those who helped me I would really want to thank God for every single one of you and I hope God will bless you people in your future undertakings!I also hope that you guys wont repeat my mistakes and be extra careful ya??Till then,

Dear bloggie,I'm extremely sorry for not updating you for a very long time!I hope that I would update you as much as I can next time!!Haha!As usual I love messing around!Alright I been really busy with so many things that I completely forgot about my blog and the Internet!How can that even be?I don't know!I haven't been paying attention to the computer ever since school started!As a matter or fact I enjoy school now compare to the past few years!Recently I followed a friend of mine for an interview..And something did amazed me when this girl actually told the interviewer that she wont be able to work on Friday nights,Saturday and also Sunday because of church!As I was sitting there I was wondering with all that would she be able to get the job??And amazingly she did get the job!At times things are just so hard and we are so caught up with our daily things that we tend to forget our task!I don't know but sometimes I'm just so tired of even getting up on Sunday mornings to get going to church!Well well,that pretty upsetting because sooner or later I can see myself drifting!And too add things,I have tuition on Saturdays also and that makes it hard for me to attend Ye!And if I don't have tuition I really don't feel like going for Ye!But how about me setting my priorities right?Will that help?It did work for my friend!I really hope that I would be able to manage my time wisely and start putting Him first!I hope that I would continue going to church no matter how tired I get!I want to continue committing everything I have to Him and I would know where I'm heading!!! 1Chronicles 28:9

"And you, my son Solomon, acknowledge the God of your father, and serve him with wholehearted devotion and with a willing mind, for the LORD searches every heart and understands every motive behind the thoughts. If you seek him, he will be found by you; but if you forsake him, he will reject you forever.

Isaiah 55:6 Seek the LORD while he may be found;Call on Him while He is near.

I'm in a jolly good mood right now!!Tomorrow is Christmas!So MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!GOD BLESS YOU GUYS IN YOUR FUTURE UNDERTAKINGS!CONTINUE TO SHINE FOR HIM AND BE THE SALT AND LIGHT OF THE EARTH!!TILL NEXT TIME!!

Colossians3:12-14 12Therefore, as God's chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience. 13Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. 14And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all together in perfect unity.

-Im s0 misSING THem-

I WANT THEM!!

FINALLY SIOE FEI!!

THE SEL 7 GIRLS!PAMELA!!

MISSING THE "LAUGHING HYENAS GANG"

AND ALSO THEM!

Heloooo!!Wheee!!I was in a jolly good mood just now but something happened so yeah,that did change my mood a lil bit!!Goshh!!I'm so missing Joyce la.Now I wish Janielle stayed back here in Klang so I can hang out with her since Joyce is not around!I really miss those days where we three slept at maybe around 4 or 5?The hangouts we had and the debates we enjoyed!!!Hmm now I do wish if I could reverse time!Yeah right,in your dreams Gabriella Jane Kelios!!!Today I learnt something that I would never ever forget and would always treasure!

I thank God Im alive

I thank God for functional body parts?

I thank God for friends I can lean on!

I thank God for my family

I thank God I got enough food!

I thank God I can walk around

I thank God for trials and temptations?

I thank God for waking me up from my comfort zone?

Well you guys might not get what I mean!And I'm not gonna tell what is that all about!But yeah,I only can say one thing no matter how sucky you think life is..think again is not all that bad after all!Just be thankful you have a house to live in,a school to go to and good friends for you to turn to!And not forgetting enough food on the table to eat!How often do we complained that our food sucks?The vegetable is too salty!The chicken is too spicy!Our room is so hot and the complaints goes on and on!But after what I saw today,I think I'm way too privilege and I would stop grumbling and complaining over small issues!

Psalm 55:22 ~ Cast your burdens on the Lord, and He shall sustain you. He shall not permit the righteous to be moved.

Galatians 6:2 Carry each other's burdens, and in this way you will fulfill the law of Christ.

school is gonna open soon i Dont like it!!!

ThIngS I Learnt aT gy camp

OOOh yeshh I know well enough I'm really out dated!But then again,I been so tired and almost got bored of blogging but hey look here now I hardworking already right?Gy Camp was nothing other then awesome!I would list what I learnt through this!!

1. Say NO to pre marital sex,cigarette's,drugs and abortion!!
2. Don't scream too much or you would not only get soar throat but you will also qualify for "TIGER COURT".
3. Never ever sit beside NAEDEN AND JONATHAN ROBERTS unless you would want to get bullied!
4. Sleep early in the night or you would be too privileged to listen to wonderful different kinds of melodies tunes!?
5. When you are heading up to Cameron the best thing to do is to sleep or you might just puke!
6. Errr...being in "Kampung Bikini Donuts" rawks!Especially when you have Don and Yoke Ping as your leader and many crazy hyper followers!
7. Never dare the GUYS!![You know it well enough who you are]
8. Oh ya.memorize scriptures and you would get a huge sum of Gy Euro?
9. Oooh and the list goes onn!!

I learnt alot through this camp it taught me how to appreciate the hot weather back here in Klang,Selangor!And ya I made a whole bunch of new friends from all around and now I'm missing them!

-me-

Your results:
You are Green Lantern

Green Lantern 100% Robin 80% Wonder Woman 70% The Flash 70% Superman 70% Supergirl 65% Hulk 60% Catwoman 50% Batman 50% Spider-Man 35% Iron Man 20%

Hot-headed. You have strong will power and a good imagination.

Click here to take the "Which Superhero am I?" quiz...

Haizz!!I feel like a bat!Im extremely awake and active in the night and I sleep in the noon..I think I need to start counting sheeps already!!Or maybe read a lil of biology!I kinda like that subject..Till then!! MISS MY NOISE! I WANT LILIAN!

I be blogging later at night! Till then miss my noise la k?

I would update when Im free!Till then chill la? Romans 8:28-its a gud verse to remember..so what you waiting for go remember la!

-bLuE FilMS-

oLLA!!kNow what??I feel so sick again!My head is spinning..my nose is running and my body is aching!oh now I'm having self pity on myself!!Poor Gabby sick!Oh okie but that wont stop me from blogging!Today I'm gonna blog about "blue films"...Interesting huh?Oh well,yesterday as my friends and I were hanging out in our favourite spot we came out with this topic "blue films".Yes you heard me right!But don't get me wrong okie?One of them said that most guys watch blue films as it is some kind of trend??Yea righttt!Trend huh?Whoever who calls it a trend I think you should really use the PROPER TERM yeah?Cmon and tell me you"re one desperate case who wants IMMEDIATE SATISFICATION!I repeat ONE DESPERATE CASE WHO WANTS IMMEDIATE SATISFICATION...My goodness I don't get those people at all...Why blue films?Is it so nice?And by watching blue films it even leads to oral sex rightt?I remember once a guy came over to me and gave me a CD...He ask me to check it out!The title of the so call movie is called "Something about Mary"..I felt extremely excited as at that time I was on hols and I had nothing to do...The time came and my sisters and I gathered in the living room to watch it!My goodness I don't believe what I saw!My eldest sister immediately took the Cd off and threw it away!Why should I watch junk huh?I'm not a MPK okie?And to my surprise those guys even compete among themselves for it!It goes like this "Oi I got 100+films adi know?You got how many arr?I'm sure not as much as me right?Then this guy over here will say this "I got better quality and more chun chicks know?Then they would go and download more "blue films"...You can just enter the cybercafe "Winter" and check out what are those guys sitting near the toilet doing!How perverted can they get?!Do their parents even know what are they doing?Who should take the blame on this matter?Friends?Okie maybe their friends do contribute by influencing them but cmon where did they put their brains?Do they get turn on that easily??I don't know maybe the western lifestyle is so "interesting" that as usual we tend to forget that we are from the east!We must do what the western people do!Where is our own identity?!!Goshh!!I want to ask those people who watches blue films why do you guys like it alot?IS IT GOOD??DOES IT BENEFIT YOU? DOES IT BUILD YOU UP?DOES IT MAKE YOU MORE MAN?DON'T YOU GET LUSTFUL WHEN YOU WATCH SUCH TRASH?And some guys even got the guts to put real dirty pictures up as their friendster background!If you watch blue films also you don't have to advertise rightt?I totally have no RESPECT for such guys!Don't you know its so WRONG?And its not surprising that incest and rape cases are very high in Malaysia?It is a fact that due to the easy access to blue films,the sexual assault cases has increase tremendously!That's why we have many sex maniac around!And its not surprising that they go around raping little girls!To the DVDs sellers out there would you guys be more considerate and dont sell such things?Don't you feel sad towards the victims?Cmon I know you need money but pleaselah do a decent job!Don't sell blue films!But then again its up to you!But we as customers got the choice right?So, lets us help curb it by not purchasing such DVDs..We should keep ourselves pure and holy before God!As well as save ourselves for marriage!Tata..Think about it next time when you plan to buy trash! Ephesians 5 3But among you there must not be even a hint of sexual immorality, or of any kind of impurity, or of greed, because these are improper for God's holy people. 4Nor should there be obscenity, foolish talk or coarse joking, which are out of place, but rather thanksgiving. 5For of this you can be sure: No immoral, impure or greedy person—such a man is an idolater—has any inheritance in the kingdom of Christ and of God.[a] 6Let no one deceive you with empty words, for because of such things God's wrath comes on those who are disobedient. 7Therefore do not be partners with them.

-st0p slackIng and Start Getting Back On tRACK

Know what?I been slacking so much in my devotion!I say enough of the slacking because its time to get back on track?!Easy to say right?I been trying really hard to concentrate and to get back again on my spiritual walk...Before this,I promised myself to read the Bible before I sleep but by the end of the day I would go never mind...just read and memorize a short memory verse and say a little prayer and go straight to bed like a piggie...The next morning I would go like ermmm !!this,ermmm what I read yesterday arr??Early this year I started reading the Bible and to my surprise I started loving it alot!Sooner or later I became very fired for Him...And now I feel extremely dry!Where is the fire that once existed?Somehow it seems quenched!If I was given a scale of 1-10 where do I see myself at?Okie maybe at 5...What happen to the other 5 huh?Maybe along the way I been distracted or caught up by other things and then laziness does is one major BIG TIME issue for me!And know what sometimes I don't even know if I am lazy or tired...And to make the situation better sin would slowly come creeping in little by little...Gy camp is a month more,I cant continue to be like this..I really need a touch I don't want to miss out anymore!Its time I get down my knees and start praying for a revival!I remember reading a verse in John 15:16 it says You did not choose me, but I choose you and appointed you to go and bear fruits—fruits that will last. Then the Father will give you whatever you ask in my name.After reading that verse I started thinking about bearing fruits huh?Am I even bearing fruits?Or am I just sitting back and relaxing?And have I put in effort and do what He command me to?Well to tell you the truth I haven't done anything!And why is that so?Okie maybe I'm shy or something but then again how long would I be like this?Suddenly this thinking came to my mind,if I was to die today and met my Father and he ask me all this what is my answer gonna be?FOR 15 YEARS YOU HAVE BEEN IN THE WORLD WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?WHAT HAVE YOU GAIN?HOW MANY FRUITS HAVE YOU PLANTED?HAVE YOU BEEN THE LIGHT AND SALT OF THE EARTH?OR ARE YOU ONE OF THOSE WHO KNOWS WHAT I COMMAND YOU TO DO YET DO NOTHING?Well,I'm sure I cant do anything but go ermmm,errr,grrr,urmm and the list goes on and on!By that time I cant lie or cover up because He knows really well all my thoughts...So about that I rather perish my thoughts...I gotta be responsible to answer for myself!I have to start bearing fruits!Well many of us are just so caught up in our daily lives that we tend to forget His existence in our lives?!Where do we put Him?We can go around talking about the latest ipod we bought,the shopping mall we went to and also the bag we bought in Roxy and wherever?Some of us are just so relax in our comfort zone that we don't think we need anything else!Some of us got the guts to say My father got money why I care?Why you care?Because that's your dads money and you got to earn for it!And let me tell you wealth is only for awhile!Don't believe? Continue to go around boasting about this and that!I don't get some people from where did they get the thought that if they have money they have everything?!Just be thankful you are privileged in life!Don't take it for granted!And ya...as we forget it how are you gonna bear fruits?How are you gonna answer your Father above?Don't worry you cant tell Him you got money and the most hottest hp in town because He wont bother!Lets get started and stop slacking!Lets forget and put away our wealth and everything else you got and start reaching others for Him!I get really scared when I think about my friends burning in hell!I don't want to let them go away just like that!I would try my level best to start helping others and start bearing fruits!Because no point I type and say all this if I myself don't do it!Then you can come up to me and ask me to save it for myself!!I gotta walk my talk and so do you!!tata!! John 15:16 You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you to go and bear fruits—fruits that will last. Then the Father will give you whatever you ask in my name. anyway I just like this verse alot Proverbs 15:15 go and read and stop slacking!!